No one is really perfect. Even the kindest and purest of all has it flaws.
I don't even know why but until now I can't outgrow these traits.
Like I can't have a control on myself.
So here I'm sharing to you my some traits that I literally want to outgrow them.
Trait # 1:
Having less patience.
I hate to admit it, but I find myself losing patiences immediately. I mean like after a few tries, I find myself giving up.
Thought it really depends on the task, generally I find myself stopping.
Like I know the saying goes by that never give up. But I don't even know why I give up.
How would I outgrow and remove this trait?
So what I'm planning to do is that I would be more patient. – obviously.
I mean I should try to expand my patience and just be determined to finish the task. Use my brain well.
With the mix of patience and determination you get success as a product. 😉
Having no control to myself.
This is the most hardest trait I ever hard. I can't control myself!
When I'm really curious, I lose control on myself and just do whatever I want in order to remove curiousity.
Like not being conscious.
And later on I would be regretting what I've done.
So I really really really need to learn on controlling myself.
How would I do this?
By resisting my urges to do things. By having that control fiercely.
I have to take control of myself than my curiosity.
Like what they say, regrets happens last.
And this goes similarly to trait #3
Sometimes, I have no discipline to myself.
Like I can't even resist!
I mean this happens lately. Maybe because I'm so sickly bored and I wasn't busy for the last four months.
How would I stop this trait?
I have to be determined on stopping this. And maybe busy myself more.
I have to learn how to resist.
Sometimes I think this is part of my life. Overthinking.
I really want to kill this trait and just be happy-go-lucky.
But then if you're intelligent and like you don't want failures (in short, perfectionist), you would go overthinking to the max.
I mean I'm not saying I'm a perfectionist. I'm just scared to commit mistakes. But if I ever commit mistakes, I accept them honestly.
Like how would I say this??
I'm not a perfectionist, but in life? You have to be successful. Pure failures results to massive misery.
I mean the point here is, I just don't want my life to have a greatest downfall.
I mean we all have right?
Ugh, I'm being nonsensical here.
Like we wouldn't stop the fact that we don't want things to go wrong right?
I don't even really know if I'm really hotheaded or it's just the people around me are so damn annoying.
I mean especially when I'm doing something and then they bug me? Sometimes I just sigh and sometimes I burst.
I mean I remember that's what my family and some of my teachers told me. I'm hotheaded.
Geez. I'm taking chill pills duh! Joke!
These are my five traits that I want to them to vanish.
How about you? What are five traits that you want to remove?